journey

finally , 2013 come to an end . 1 month to go , the calendar will change to 2014. my self will be 16 . arghhh . time flies too fast . whatever it is , i hv a long way to go trough . 2013 teach me how to be more mature thn who i am . now i know the different between best friend and good friend . i also know how to be more polite. how to control my self frm doing such a stupid things. long way to go . i dont even knw wht kind of challenge i hv to go trough and honestly frm my heart i'm ready for it bcs life is a journey . without challenge we never growing up . the most important thing in our life is never give up to find better life . 

love , zz

bestfriend

big problem came to my life . its about my bestfriend . i don't know she's still my bestfriend or not . we're not talking to each other because of some reason . but everybody said its about 'A', the new girl . honestly , i really disappointed with her because she involve other people in this case. too bad. everybody dengar je ckp 'D' and blame on me. what the fuck ? is it fair ? and you regret for being my friend ? i'm so sad to hear that. i just wonder that you trust other people that don't know you deeply like i do. 3 years we're together. study, hang out, school . all thing we do together and now ? you said that you regret to know me ? Allah know how i feel now. i just hope that you happy with your new bestfriend. i really hope that you realize who's your true friend. i don't have any advise to give but i just want you to appreciate your new friend . don't break her heart like you did to me. and please trust her, don't you ever trust other people because you only got your bestfriend to help you when you have a problem. don't forget you friend when you got new friend later. thank you for everything . sorry because make you regret to know me and being my friend. enjoy yourself .

           
Love,
zz 

                      

cheerleading :)

Dear blog, u can see the title? Its about cheer. Cheerleading is a part of my life. I don't know how to tell everybody about cheer. They just keep judging. Some people always talk bad things about cheer termasuk our school teachers --' not at all yg tak suka but half je. Like seriously? Hey dumb! Its cheer things, you just DON'T KNOW ! Got it? Erghhh. We don't care what people wanna says as long as we know what we do. Only cheerleaders know how awesome cheer is. Hmmmm I have a cheer team 'Tigers'. I do love my team/cheermates and I really mean it. We always share our problems together. We happy,sad,pain,laugh and cry together. Nothing can spread us. We love each other :') when cheer comp, we only have each other,cheer teacher,coaches and best friends. Our school like pandang rendah to us. They not supporting us at all until cheer comp 2012 we got 1'st runner up. Then, the teachers baru pandang kehebatan kitorang. Dah menang baru nak buat baik? We don't need their support to win. Our spirit is enough to get placing. Sometimes , we kinda sad with perangai cikgu kitorang. But we don't care. As long as we all tak menyusahkan diorang . Kann ? The moment we got 1'st runner up is unbelievable! We just proud of ourself and all susah payah yg we go through mcm terbayar :') its very amazing feeling everrrrr ! Hehe its very hard to be on top. Serious talk. So hard . Showing what we really have to go through and how much hard work,pain,frustration and failure it take to go the top . Its very hard journey. For who yg dtg to support us , we really appreciate it :) for me, my team is everything, we like family. During training we always do our best. We all have our own job. Me as a flyer, I always try my best to help my base. I will ringan kan badan and do my things. My base also help me, they grab my shoes neatly. We help each other. That's what we suppose to be. To anybody who have a team , do love them as your family. Please don't be so selfish. Never give up on something that u really want ! Go achieve it. Dreams do come true soon :') if you want something, work on it . Good luck to everybody. Cheer for life :D

Love,
zz

friend :')

Dear blog, today I'm so happy. So so happy. Hehe guess what? Me and the Mr X dah berbaik !!! Heee . Long time kitorang tak bertegur but 3 days ago he mintak maaf. I pun terkejut. Hmmm lama jugak I fikir nak maafkan dia or not. Actually I'm not 'dendam' person. So I maafkan je. Hmmmm I know that masa kitorang gaduh I pernah ckp 'I never forgive him' but dia dah mintak maafkan ? Lagi pun dulu tengah marah ! Mmg lah ckp mcm tu :p hehe for me, past is past. even now ada org ckp macam2 pasal kitorang . Examples like 'dulu gaduh besar sampai maki2 now dah berbaik, pelik nyaaa' . haih peduli lah apa org nak ckp. Bukannya dia punya kawan --' as long as kita tau apa yg kita buat ni is the right things. everybody have to get a second chance :) and nabi ampun kan umat . Tak kan lah kita tak boleh nak maafkan our friends kan ? This is simple. So tak payah nak besar2 kan lagi problem. Hmmm now, me and Mr x dah baik mcm biasa. I'm so happy for it :D to all of u guys yg ada kawan yg nak mintak maaf , just forgive them. Alright ? Hehe that's all . Byee :*

Love,
zz